I don't know why, but the last few days have been extra difficult. I find myself getting upset over silly things (ask Jason about this). I know I have
very heightened emotions right now which probably has something to do with it. However, I don't want to use it as an excuse for my crazy behavior. I find myself getting more impatient with my kids over little things that really shouldn't be a big deal. Everything feels magnified. I have been praying extra hard for more patience and understanding. Hopefully I can get out of this slump I am in soon.
I also think part of it is my pending due date. I keep thinking about all the things I am going to miss out on with our little boy. I miss him more and more every day. Jackson was due on October 24th. I know that day will be extra hard and I am trying to think of positive things we can do that day. I really want to make it a special day where we can honor our little boy. I think we will do something service oriented. I hope we can make that day as happy as possible!
I miss you Jackson!
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Something service-oriented would offer some comfort, for sure, on that day. And I'm sure Jackson will be right there along with you and your family. I think our angels are with us a lot.
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