Missing Jackson

    We had the opportunity to go to San Diego, California last week for a well needed family vacation.  It couldn't have come at a better time.  It was so nice to get away.  This past month has been extremely difficult.  It's frustrating because I should by buying diapers and baby boy clothes, not making payments on a cemetery plot.  I really missed Jackson's presence on our family trip.  He should have been there!  However, I am glad that his due date has come and gone because now I feel like I can move forward.
      I am not particularly looking forward to the holidays this year.  I had lots of plans that involved having Jackson with us.  It will be hard not having him here with us. I miss my little boy!